{"id":2033,"date":"2025-05-30T03:24:22","date_gmt":"2025-05-29T18:24:22","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/annakitano.com\/home\/"},"modified":"2026-10-29T03:53:27","modified_gmt":"2026-10-28T18:53:27","slug":"home","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/annakitano.com\/en\/","title":{"rendered":"Home"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<h1 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><strong>Understanding invisible wounds<\/strong><\/h1>\n\n\n\n<div style=\"height:20px\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-spacer\"><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">A wound in the heart\u2014at odd moments, it aches.\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Most days, life goes on as usual. You don&#8217;t even notice it&#8217;s there.<br>But then something sets it off. You do or say things you can&#8217;t explain, even to yourself. A heaviness settles over you\u2014a weariness you can&#8217;t put into words.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Painful events from the past. Experiences you would rather not remember.<br>The past you shoved out of sight suddenly shows itself.<br>It is etched deep into how you think and feel today, and into how your body reacts.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">In your head, you know. So why do you react without meaning to?<br>It should be over. So why does it still affect you?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Strong urges that even you can&#8217;t make sense of.<br>You want to stop. But you can&#8217;t.<br>You know you should leave. But you can&#8217;t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">What, exactly, is this darkness you feel right now?<br>Where do these baffling reactions come from?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Here, I share what current science has come to understand about how these problems work. I also share my lived experience, and how the research connects to what I went through.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><strong>Topics on This Website<\/strong><\/h2>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"wp-block-list\">\n<li>Trauma and Complex PTSD<\/li>\n\n\n\n<li>Domestic Violence and Coercive Control<\/li>\n\n\n\n<li>Addiction and Compulsive Behaviors<\/li>\n\n\n\n<li>Different Approaches to Recovery<\/li>\n\n\n\n<li>Self-Help<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Articles on each topic are written\u00a0in Japanese\u00a0and added over time.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">Through Both Science and Experience\u00a0<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I have engaged with these topics as someone who worked in scientific research, and as someone who has lived through them.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">What is happening to me, why it is happening, what would help\u2026<br>Not all of the questions here have quick answers.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;It&#8217;s all your fault.&#8221; You&#8217;ve been told that.<br>Even when no one put it into words, somehow, you&#8217;ve felt it.<br>You think it isn&#8217;t entirely true. You also think it might be\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">A way of seeing things that became normal before you knew it\u2014because the people around you keep saying so.<br>First, to notice that. Then, to arrive at an understanding that makes sense to you\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Through the blog, I share the knowledge and reflections that can help with that, a little at a time.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Read the <a href=\"https:\/\/annakitano.com\/ja\/blog\/\">blog<\/a>\u00a0(in Japanese)<br>For professional inquiries: <a href=\"mailto:info@annakitano.com\">info@annakitano.com<\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>Anna Kitano<br><\/strong>Writer | Life Coach | PhD, Kyoto University<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Understanding invisible wounds A wound in the heart\u2014at odd moments, it aches.\u00a0 Most days, life goes on as usual. You don&#8217;t even notice it&#8217;s there.But then something sets it off. You do or say things you can&#8217;t explain, even to yourself. 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